I gave a friend's daughter 2 pairs of baby socks last night. She loved them so much she wants to commission me to make some for a friend of hers! Yay! Normally I wouldn't do things on commission but they are baby socks and they go quick. I'm thinking about doing it. I was so happy to see how much she loved them. I can't wait to start making things like that for myself. Maybe someday soon...Feeling much more relaxed and at ease today. Hope the day goes by fast.

Red because I'm annoyed and angry. Because I feel like people just can't be honest. Why do people have to tell lies? Life would be so much better for everyone if people were just honest. My motto is kindness and honesty.

I am so ready for warmer weather. I never thought I'd say that because winter is my favorite season but I am starting to get cabin fever. I'm dying to get out and walk miles after work like I did when the weather was warmer. I was up to 4 miles a day before we went back to school. I'm feeling sluggish and I am having a hard time pulling myself out of my lazyness. I know I could go and use the treadmill at the fire house but it's just not the same. I love to be out in the fresh air seeing the sights and rockin out to my Ipod. Speaking of Ipod. It's like 2 weeks old and I lost the cord! I really hope it's somewhere at home and that I just overlooked it last night. I know you are probably thinking that I could walk outside even though it's not that warm but my asthma really does hinder that. The cold air isn't that good for my lungs. Plus with me being such a kluz I would slip and fall and walking wouldn't really do me that much good. I am feeling like none of my clothes fit because all I do is sit around on my computer, knit and eat. Especially on Saturdays when we don't get many calls. Thank God February is a short month. I'm looking forward to my sister visiting. March will stretch on forever and at the end of the month I will have to say that I'm "in my 30s" and not just plain 30. UGH.

Drama

EMS: It's all filled with drama. Always. It's almost like people are stuck in high school. I wonder why that is. I've been in EMS for about 13 years now and it's no different in any organization I've belonged too. Funny how that works. I think it has something to do with the constant wish for or rush of adrenaline. That can take over your life and lead to many problems. I'm not going to say specifically that people in EMS shouldn't date each other because that's how my husband and I have met, but you should be very cautious about it. It can end very badly. I had that happen to me in college and it's really not fun. I must be the type of person that listens really well because people have always come to me with their problems. I enjoy helping people with their issues but it can be overwhelming at times. I remember when I worked summer camp as a nurse. Talk about issues and drama! Wow! I definitely don't miss that. I hope that things work out with the people that I work with because it's gonna be crazy weird if it doesn't. I love my Saturday shift! It gives me a break from my job as a teacher. Allows me to have that adrenaline rush. Maybe I should've been a shrink. I bet I'd be good at it. Well off to another day of teaching. Maybe I will find some time to knit today.

Hello

I have decided to try to pick up my blog again. I don't even know where to start though. I still have a yarn obsession but I've been really good and not buying yarn unless it's for a specific project that I'm knitting for someone else. I didn't go to Rhinebeck this past year because of how much yarn I have. Right now I probably have at least 100 skeins/hanks/balls of sock yarn. I have enough sweater yarn to make about 6 sweaters for myself. It's crazy. I've been doing tons of baby knitting because it seems that everyone I know is having babies.

Speaking about babies, my husband and I are working on having 1 of our own. So far no luck but I'm sure it will happen when its meant to be. We've been having a whole lot of fun trying though.

I'm still working the ambulance on Saturdays and have a new fantastic partner Kyle. He's become a great friend of mine and I actually enjoy and look forward to going into work each Saturday. Hopefully I will be able to keep that up each Saturday even when I get pregnant. I will miss him if I can't.

My teaching job is good but I'm realizing that I like working on the ambulance so much more lately. I feel like I make so much more of a difference as an EMT rather than a teacher. When you sit down and figure it out it's probably not true though. Teaching can be a tough field to be in a times and it's usually not the kids that make it tough.

Well that's enough for now. I should get back to work. I have kids sitting in front of me working and I am watching the snow fall wishing I was somewhere else...